Apollonia Kotero's Post On Facebook

MIRvmn · August 29, 2016, 01:15:12 PM

Apollonia Kotero's Post on Facebook
This was posted today.
Working very early into the morning and noticed Apollonia's post.
My Dear Prince,
I have never known you to leave the stage so early.
4 long, dreadful months have passed since God welcomed you home. I miss you so much, the pain is unbearable, making it hard to breathe. Grief, depression, anger, and loneliness are like those bullies who taunted me in grade school. They have been relentless. My life has been a vortex of rage and despair. Waves of sadness washing away the pieces of my broken heart. My own personal hell on Earth. I feel like your widow.
I see you everywhere. I see you in everything. I know you wanted to live. You were so happy to be getting your music back. You told me of all your plans. Your plans for me. For A6. I was so excited because you were going to bring me back to Paisley Park to see the finished Purple Rain Room with our images in murals painted on the walls. You wanted to celebrate with A6 and present to us our Platinum Albums.
The weekend of April 15, 2016, you knew I was on my way to see you. I kept calling your manager to confirm my arrival, and continued to call for you desperately to no avail. On the morning of April 21, I woke up to the worst day of my life. Suddenly my phone began to scream with calls,texts,alerts! I hear messages from Jill Jones, Susan Moonsie and Brenda Bennett. I return their calls. "No...No..." It must be someone else. An employee. A fan possibly? They said something horrible happened inside your home. I turn on CNN. It has to be a hoax. It's a mistake I thought.
After what feels like broken glass ripping at my heart, they confirm my worst nightmare. I touch your sweet face with my fingertips, but it's only my TV screen. The TV is shut off. It remained that way for weeks.
I could not cry. I could not feel. I could not believe it. It was a parallax view combined with a dissociative state. I was no longer part of my body. I was no longer part of this world. My heart exploded into a million pieces that morning. Prince, I am overwhelmingly saddened by what happened to you. How it happened. It is absolutely gut-wrenching to see what continues to happen. I am devastated by the horrible things said by those who do not know you. The vile gossip. The cruel, merciless tabloids. I could not watch, listen or read about you. The vultures circling your still warm body. The greed. The lies. The false claims. Shame on them.
I am certain you are watching, having the last laugh because you predicted this. "The enemy sends people into our lives just as God does. Be wise enough to know who to let in and who to let go." "The devil will walk into a room with tears and will try to make you feel sorry for him." You said these exact words to me in 2014. "Jubilant Judas fakes tears."
Without knowing, on April 21 you changed my life once again, Prince. Let me try to explain why I feel like your widow.
On June 28th, 2014, at your home at Paisley Park, I told you when you love someone so much for so long, you become as one. As we have. I gave you a bejeweled gold crown charm I bought for you at Kensington Palace. I said to you the entire world calls you Prince, but to me you are a King. We kissed. We both had tears. I leaned my head on your shoulder. You celebrated us that night. Our 30th Anniversary. You then escort me on a private tour. Your doves cooed. Your Oscar shined brightly. You were like a kid. It's a museum with a secret maze. Your secret doors and the secret panels. A fun house. "It's a city," I say. You tell me it's your sanctuary. Then you ask me if I would like to see your vault. "I do not wish to see your money" I respond. We walk towards a bank vault-like door. You politely explain what's inside is far more important than money. You open the vault and say "MY MUSIC."
"I have a surprise for you", you say with a huge grin. We walk into a soundstage so gigantic it needs it's own zip code. Third Eye Girl is waiting for me, suited up and stage ready. So talented and beautiful! I was honored. You sat me right next to your mike on the stage. Close. So close. Thisclose. You sang our songs. You stared at me and I stared right back at you. It was beautiful. I fell more in love with you. Imagine that. You filmed us. You then posted it. That entire night you made me feel like Charlie Bucket. Prince and The Music Factory. It was like a romantic sequel to our movie. You made me feel like a Princess.
We spoke about family, love, music, and the future. Deep discussions. How we are family. 33 years now. You wrote another song about us, you proudly tell me. You show me the meme "This Could Be Us." Your happy face lit up. I gushed as always. I kiss you again. The plans you share with me take my breath away. You are so gracious.
On April 21st you changed the lives of many. That morning was made even more difficult because of the news journalists. They hid outside my home. They offered compensation. It was horrendous. I could not breathe, let alone speak. I respect your preference for privacy. I did not want to run and desperately grab a microphone and be part of the frenzy. I was incapable of using this tragedy as a PR moment as was done by others.
The world cried purple tears on April 21, 2016. Monuments world-wide were lit purple in your Honor on that sad day. Sting expressed his condolences to me. Lenny is crushed. CeeLo loves you. Your Purple Family grieved. They love you so much. They still mourn you. You greatly affected so many, it's beyond words. Their love and dedication to you has given me strength. I am so grateful to my dear friends that came to my home to provide comfort and strength during these challenging times. My "Purple Rain Family" has been my glue. My sisters Susan Moonsie, Brenda Bennett and Jill Jones and I are together.
Your brother Omarr and sister Tyka and siblings are doing their best under the most difficult of circumstances. I am there for them. Our entire Purple Rain Family, Omarr and Tyka are as one. Sadly, it has been hard for us to heal, as this is still not over. Omarr and I have spent time consoling one another and reflecting on how we wish to celebrate your life. Your stellar legendary life.
In my days of reflection and at times the reluctant observer, I thought of ways to truly honor your life. There are so many beautiful moments that I cherish. There is so much to say. I will do my best for you. To bring great minds together and only present the finest to your world-wide Purple Family. Prince, when I am ready to talk to the media about our unique and loving friendship, I promise to always be truthful and I will keep private the things you would never want me to discuss.
My love for you is great, but my grief is even greater. I promise to stay strong. I know you are with me. Thank you for your guidance and protection. It brings great comfort and solace when I think of your last words to me, "I LOVE U 2".
I can feel the prayers of many and I am forever grateful for their love. I know you are joyful now. In a state of absolute bliss. With God at your side. The music up there must be off the hook, now that you're a member of the greatest band in Heaven.
You told Jill J. and the girls on February 28th that I was a clown. I figured God made me just to make you laugh. I will try my best to find my humor again. My heart needs more time. I really miss your laughter. Your silly voices. But mostly, I miss your pancakes.
I'm sure you're busy socializing with all your friends and music making up there, but where can I send this letter to you? Maybe I should call The Duffer Brothers for help, as we know stranger things have happened? I promise to check in with you often.
Finally surfed today. I thought about you there on the sand. Under the umbrella , watching me. Sand in your fro. Made me smile. I miss you Skipper <3
Te Quiero mucho, Apollonia x

Few intresting parts:

1."The weekend of April 15, 2016, you knew I was on my way to see you. I kept calling your manager to confirm my arrival, and continued to call for you desperately to no avail"
In this deleted Tweet she knows he had the flu and joking "I would hope on a plane now and make sure hes resting" but now she seems more serious in this fb post for some strange reason. Why was she desperate to see him if she knew he had the flu? It's also strange that she deleted this tweet..

2.This is a bit interesting when she mentioned it being a museum and this vault part when she was there on June 28, 2014: "It's a museum with a secret maze. Your secret doors and the secret panels. A fun house. "It's a city," I say. You tell me it's your sanctuary. Then you ask me if I would like to see your vault. "I do not wish to see your money" I respond. We walk towards a bank vault-like door. You politely explain what's inside is far more important than money. You open the vault and say "MY MUSIC." Hasn't she been at pp before? She she talks like its the first time she sees the vault. Hmm and we are waiting for his Music in the vault and pp the museum... .

3.She says: "I am devastated by the horrible things said by those who do not know you. The vile gossip. The cruel, merciless tabloids. I could not watch, listen or read about you" well I assume it includes Tmz as well who reported about the overdose story and it seems like shes upset by those reports as well as all the other lies, interesting

4."I'm sure you're busy socializing with all your friends and music making up there, but where can I send this letter to you? Maybe I should call The Duffer Brothers for help, as we know stranger things have happened? I promise to check in with you often" She will check in with him often.. another clue?

Luna · August 29, 2016, 05:32:05 PM

I don't know really .I see more some one wants attentions. And why she waited so long and speaking just about PR and purple family? Or I don't understand the message or I see her jealus women when she said(as was done by others)she speaks about Sheila E and Mayta forgive me but why she's a widow ? Sorry but we know that PRINCE never so easily speaks about his plan with everyone and any one. If prince sending a clue there's someone else may be Sheila or the starting from pp.

MIRvmn · August 29, 2016, 08:14:35 PM

I think it's possible she knew he was going to retire and was given instructions what to say, that's why it took so long for her to post this. But maybe she wants attention as u said. It's so confusing everything that happens now so it's hard to know what to believe.

Luna · August 29, 2016, 09:02:48 PM

For now the first thing we must believe that prince has retired but still working.the 2 is he knows that we never believe in chocolate overdos or died alone withou any evidence or 1 picture. For now I'm focusing about pp and so much work have been done this one is reall clue in need 2think about.

Mrfs3121 · August 29, 2016, 09:19:38 PM

I also find the way she starts off this letter by saying I have never known you to leave the "stage" so early, very interesting.. I definitely see it as a message.

MIRvmn · August 29, 2016, 09:52:13 PM

Quote from: Luna on August 29, 2016, 09:02:48 PM
For now the first thing we must believe that prince has retired but still working.the 2 is he knows that we never believe in chocolate overdos or died alone withou any evidence or 1 picture. For now I'm focusing about pp and so much work have been done this one is reall clue in need 2think about.

yes I believe he retired and everything works according to his plan. Ur right about pp, turning it into a museum has been in the works for a long time now and preparing it for being a museum before he "passed" is a strong clue that he was planning to retire.

MIRvmn · August 29, 2016, 09:53:08 PM

Quote from: Mrfs3121 on August 29, 2016, 09:19:38 PM
I also find the way she starts off this letter by saying I have never known you to leave the "stage" so early, very interesting.. I definitely see it as a message.

yes ur right, that part is very interesting

Mrfs3121 · August 29, 2016, 10:41:55 PM

Hmm.. also in this letter when she said "It's a city" referring to Paisley Park, my mind immediately went to P's song "Big city" from his last official album Hit N Run Phase Two which also happens to be the last song off that album.. (has to be a little message there). I feel certain parts of this letter are coming straight from P himself. I think apollonia held a very vital role in this hoax which is the real reason why she stayed away from the media and waited for things to die down a bit.. Those last few meetings with Prince consisted of much more then we will ever know that for sure.

Rainbowblue · August 29, 2016, 10:48:25 PM

Wow Great Find MIRvmn,
Good looking out
Appolonia says a lot of things in this post but she ends it with a possible clue.
She says:
"where can I send this letter to you? Maybe I should call The Duffer Brothers for help, as we know stranger things have happened? I promise to check in with you often."

So I Googled "The Duffer Brothers" and found her reference "Stranger Thing's" is a new sci-fi tv series set in the early 80's (the era of Purple Rain she speaks of) about a boy who goes missing under mysterious circumstances.

In stating "Maybe I should call The Duffer Brothers for help, as we know stranger things have happened". Perhaps she is saying she wonders if Prince has gone missing like the premise of the show STRANGER THINGS she alludes to in the post and a message that she would like to find him. Or she wants some of the readers of her post who are questioning the official story to wonder, if he has gone missing like the boy in the story line of the tv show she writes about, the Duffer Brothers' " Stranger Thing's ".

'STRANGER THINGS': THE DUFFER BROTHERS CAPTURE A GENERATION WITH EXQUISITE CLARITY
JULY 28, 2016
"As the creators of Netflix' newest hit series, Stranger Things, Ross and Matthew Duffer have hit the proverbial jackpot. The sci-fi series.... excellent homage paid to the retro atmosphere and culture of the 1980s.

One of the boys from the group of friends...... mysteriously goes missing... (His mother) teams up with the town's sheriff to begin the.... search for her son.

The next day, a random little girl walks out of the woods and into the show's plot. Eleven, has escaped from a very questionable establishment...we learn that she is the result of top-secret government experimentation. Stranger Things is king when capturing the essence and ambiguity of Stephen King and Steven Spielberg.

the writers (the Duffer Brothers) have weaved such an exquisite web of questions."
http://www.inquisitr.com/3336459/stranger-things-the-duffer-brothers-capture-a-generation-with-exquisite-clarity/

MIRvmn · August 29, 2016, 11:57:56 PM

Thanks for sharing this info u found RainbowBlue. I think she wants us to wonder if hes gone missing, therefore the clue with The Duffer Brothers and Stranger Things. I've seen the show and the boy is gone missing in the first episode and they begin to search for him. At one point a fake body of the boy shows up and everyone believes his dead except his mother who is still determined to find her boy. Very interesting indeed. Her whole post is full of clues

Nevermind · August 30, 2016, 12:32:00 AM

this is a theory of that show :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7VlaDE2cMAE
interesting indeed

Nevermind · August 30, 2016, 04:32:50 AM

Big city lyrics Verse 3]
Everybody's getting money instead of getting saved
Not you and me honey we already gave
Just as long as eye got you don't care come what may...
(Well she's in the big city)
I just came to tell y'all
From the darkest desperation to the highest bliss
Power to the one's aware of the bigger than this!
Big city uh, where's my guitar?
What's going on? Everything good

Mrfs3121 · August 30, 2016, 05:09:50 AM

Hey Nevermind,
Thanks for pointing out that specific verse of the song. I say she used the word "city" for the exact purpose of guiding our focus to this song.. still trying to put the pieces together in my mind though, as to what the message there is exactly.

Mrfs3121 · August 30, 2016, 04:48:44 PM

It's crazy how so many people just chose to be lazy and ignore so many obvious things that get thrown in our face.. that very last part of her letter is such an obvious hidden message and not many people will see it as that. Wish there were more people open minded to the truth.

Thea · September 05, 2016, 02:31:57 PM

Quote from: Mrfs3121 on August 30, 2016, 04:48:44 PM
It's crazy how so many people just chose to be lazy and ignore so many obvious things that get thrown in our face.. that very last part of her letter is such an obvious hidden message and not many people will see it as that. Wish there were more people open minded to the truth.

I totally agree! This world we live in is all an illusion. The media tells nothing but lies to hide its true agenda. Prince sees and knows things we have no knowledge of! He is a very clever man for sure!